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Sometimes. I just wanna explode the thought of all the stress on my mind makes me go crazy! Why can’t I just not care or don’t do anything. Nope. My flaws are caring too much, OCD in the house, demanding, slightly bitching. I just want things done my way. Yeah I know. “I can’t always have it my way” blah blah blah. What’re can I do to take away my stress hmmm. Relax well I don’t have time for that shit. ! I got work full time and school on top of that. With my baby at home. Dahvi’s not the problem she never is never will be. She makes my day so much better. I wish I could stay home with her be the mom I wanna be ! It’s crazy how fast shes growing. So there’s 24 hours in a day. About 9 or 10 hours of that is work depending on the day after work homework for a few hours. And then the necessities cooking, cleaning, showering, that’s about 3 hours right there ! That’s about 16 hours done and I only have 8 left which majority is spent on sleep. How lame is that !! I wish I could be that super women the one that can do everything at once. Make that money, get that education and be with my little girl all day. I guess I could think of it in another way. I work hard for the ones I love my daughter and beloved boyfriend that a barely see. That’s life I guess work to live. Money is needed so what can we do. Man life sucks sometimes. Hopefully everything i do is well worth it. Sometimes I just wanna get away or relax. But I seem like I can’t even do that. Need to find something to make my stress go away without taking away the time I barely have to do it.